Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Back to the drawing board

First, an update. After last night's frantic post, I settled down to grade papers. I figured if I was up, I'd better get something done. Once I got started, my brain chilled out a bit and I could actually focus on what I was doing. I was engaged. I guess I need to be engaged more often.

Today I did not, and will not, take my meds. Six hours sleep in two nights is not okay. I caught a quick two hour nap this morning and feel fairly normal, except for a headache that feels a bit like a hangover. Anyways, I'm feeling pretty stable emotionally, so maybe I should just cut out the meds.

Oh, and I should follow my Monday advice and get to the gym! I didn't yesterday, but I had an extremely full day after three hours sleep so it was justified. And I have to write my statement of teaching philosophy. The thing that really frustrates me is that it has been so hard to get work done. I also have lots of reading and writing to do, so I better make some progress today.

Off to the doc! We'll see how it goes...

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